~segalanya ketentuan Ilahi~

~fday, 17th apr 2009~
10.30am mummy having follow up check up for the iui taken on d 4th apr 2009..
they took a blood test..but deep in me i have a strong feeling that i'm not pregnant:(
doc. Paul : hi siti..how r you?
mummy : errmmm..not so gud doc!
doc. Paul : whyyy??r u bleeding??
mummy : so far not..but yet, yesterday morning i had taken the UPT..its negative!
doc. Paul : ohhhh...its ok..dont feel bad..i will take the blood test to confirm everything..
i will call u once the result came out ya..
mummy : yuppp..tq doc!
mummy left the Prince Court at 11.45am n daddy send me to d office..
dr otw ke PC hinggal la otw ke office mummy asyik hints kat daddy..
"yang...kalau i tak pregnant..lepas ni i nk diet la..da 7kg tau berat i naik"
tp daddy spt sedia kala..
"tak pela..kita tgk mcmn nanti"
sampai office hati mummy tak tenteram..mummy cuba kuatkan hati yg apa pun
result yg doc akan beritahu nanti adalah ketentuanNYA..mummy kena redha sebab mummy
da berdoa dan berusaha.skrg mummy cuma mampu takawal kpdNYA..
mummy mmg da tak berharap lepas incident pg semalam...susah betul nak
diluahkan dgn kata2 apa yg tersirat dihati mummy..
2.50pm..doc Paul called!
doc. Paul : siti..doc Paul here..
mummy : yess..i know..(dgn nada yg tak bersemangat langsung)
doc. Paul : sorry siti..the result is negative..
mummy : its ok..we had try our level best..but probably what is d cause doc?when iui time kan everything goes fine??
(mummy tanya soalan bodoh kat doc tu..mummy tau...semua dah tertulis dariNYA..)
doc. Paul : i'am not deny it..but then...its unexplained..dont worry..we try another time ya..give
me a ring when d second day of your period coming in..
mummy: orait..thks a lot doc!
hati mummy berbaur2 dgn bermacam perasaan..
ptg..daddy fetch mummy awal coz 5.00pm babe have another physio session..



~sat, 18th apr 2009~
11.00am daddy, mummy & babe left d house..
at first nk sent babe for the last physio..
tp daddy kata tak perlu pulak..errmmm..tak pela..mummy ikut je..selama 3 hari tu pun mummy da cukup impressed dgn perkembangan babe..
we all terus ke GE..mummy teman babe kat painting class sampai siap..
memang tu janji mummy pada babe sebelum keluar rumah tadi..
babe decided to paint d 'baby court'





babe sempat shopping kitchen ware kat ToysCity!



then, daddy & mummy bring babe to the hair salon..


sampai tertunduk2 anak mummy:)


its babe new hair syle!


selesai semuanya daddy ajak servay kereta..mummy msh tak boleh buat keputusan..
the "B" look sporty..the "M..look elegant...daddy lak mcm nk "P" je..
takpela..insyallah next mth mummy da boleh buat pilihan yg tepat:)
at last..we all terus ke OU..late lunch kat Carls Jr..babe tertidurrrr..






mungkin impact check up semalam..mummy tak de mood nk shopping apa2 hari ni..
babe get another new watch..
we reached home around 8.30pm...
thks sayang..for ur kind understanding..

~sun, 19th apr 2009~
mummy periodddddddddddddd!!!yezzz!
sepatutnya mummy & babe teman daddy ke KDE..tp dpt call dari akak kata
nk datang rumah bawa BUSU..(my uncle yg consider rapat dgn kami)
so daddy went to KDE alone..luckly kat fridge da ada stock lauk pauk..
mummy decided to cook..
udang harimau masak lemak + nenas
daging masak kicap + kentang
telur dadar
kacang panjang goreng bertelur
sambal belacan
2.45pm akak sampai..finally busu decided to overnight at our house..
mlm tu dinner char kueh tiow udang jeee..

~mon, 20th apr 2009~
dr petang semalam mummy tak sihat..selsema..so today mummy decided not to
go the office..breakfast, mummy prepare nasi goreng daging+sotong, bergedil & egg sandwich..
2.30pm akak bw g PC..daddy kebetulan ada appt penting..
yela..harini kan 2nd day mummy period..n we decided to proceed again the IUI..
adusssssssssss..
if today mummy start with d injection..IUI will be fall around 1st-3rd may 2009!
ms tu kan trip mummy ke Jakarta..arhhhhhh
akhirnya mummy buat keputusan tanpa daddy..
"i will try naturally this mth n will start IUI again on next mth cycle"..
itula keputusan mummy..
so cerita IUI ni akan bersambung on may 2009:)